Mark: Meditation for freedom
It is when you release yourself from the contrasts, the poles, the conflict, and the opposition, that you free yourself from the world of duality into the higher space. When you are freely in that higher space, you can choose to play in duality’s field, because it’s a fun field. It’s a field with food, family and friends, but you’re centered in the higher realm, the place that isn’t torn apart by opposition, but rather sees the color that opposition offers.
Find that centered heart space, opening up a fiery sense of compassion. It is compassion that is alive, spontaneous, organic, and powerful. That compassion lifts you deeper into the realm of love, beyond the emotion of love. Follow your heart now. Allow your mind to still as the heart space eclipses the chatter.
Notice that the still point becomes a doorway, a portal to the quantum world, the world without form, and the world prior to creation. Let that open up and the pre-creative spaces move through you into the world, reminding yourself that you are a portal of wisdom, a portal of truth, a channel of divinity.
Remember the kaleidoscope. Every turn gives beauty and shift and change, yet every turn is perfect. Find the stillness, the openness to the infinite and the ever-changing beauty of this moment.
Imagine your awareness slips above all of this to the sense of a presence that is you, you as awareness, you as witness and above all these truths all that can be beheld and known is an even higher presence of you.
In this silent time that presence becomes more familiar, as if you’re reacquainting yourself with this high and almost omnipresent aspect of yourself. It is beyond your personality. It’s higher than you would normally call your higher self. It is genderless.
The presence that is you has a vast knowingness. It’s clearly timeless. It feels more like spirit, the very, very highest reaches of your soul. It may not feel real to you so just be in this space and it integrates in its own way.
You may notice that more of your self is becoming cognizant of this great presence so that more of your identification is moving from its normal plane to this higher, much more etheric plane. The shift is comfortable.
Notice how seamless your presence is. It’s encompassing. It doesn’t seem to have edges, like this is you and this is somebody else. It is your presence, but it’s also a presence that includes All That Is. Notice the expansiveness and inclusivity at this level. As you expand it simply nourishes you, touches you and fills you. There’s nothing you need to do.
From this aware, consciousness space that is you, but more than you, begin to view the world, the 3D world you live in, as if you’re viewing a movie or projection. All of a sudden your 3D world doesn’t seem so solid. There’s room for miracles. There’s room for infinite, spontaneous change. There’s room for discontinuous transfiguration. When it’s merely the projection, change is so much easier than when you see it as solid. Let this concept of the 3D world as a projection be more clear to you.
Notice that love then is really the only emotion you can have as you behold the 3D world. The conflict isn’t anything. The fears are just vapor. The struggles are scripts that need to be played out if you choose. Feel the vaporous-ness, the lack of solidity in the 3D world, as you view it from this high presence of you.
Normally in your journeys you are in the 3D world looking up somehow at your higher self or soul self, but in this journey you are that spirit essence glancing down at the 3D play, putting more of your emphasis on the presence, the witness, the observer rather than the machinations of the 3D world. Notice the 3D world can be colorful, bold, bright, trying and wonderful, yet it’s not all that is.
You being the witness presence, the higher spirit, actually empowers the 3D world. It empowers the choices because everything is freed up. Everything is more etheric. It’s easier to move. Matter can be formed and unformed. Money can be formed and unformed. Love can be formed and unformed. Notice that the reality of the 3D world is clearer, sharper, and more vital when you remove yourself from its chains.
Sense the beauty, the light, the possibilities, the vitality, lifting above patterns and polarity, duality and its hostages, floating above to the real place of essence, to the starting place of the 3D world, the projector of the projection. Let this place be known to you so you can find it on your own.
You are centered in your body yet you are much more centered in this so much more essence of you.
To the extent you can do this you are in freedom. You are in light. You are in truth, in love, and it cannot be compromised. It’s invincible to the extent you can be in this high essence presence and yet grounded in your 3D world.
Let your own teaching, knowing, wisdom words come into yourself in the perfect way for you.
You’ve pushed open a doorway that will make a big difference, a difference of being more of your cosmic self and being comfortable with it, a difference of taking this physical life less seriously and still living it with all the gusto you can find, being in a space where there’s choice beyond polarity. When you move beyond polarity, which is the haves and have not’s, the yes and the no’s, you can have everything and yet not need to cling to anything. The freedom, the vitality, the creative potential that will be born out of this skill of being in this world and not of it is the creator space. The creator is also the creation at the same moment.
Notice that your thoughts don’t form in the way they did before. It’s almost as if they land in the space or the garden or the field of your mind rather than get churned up or created there.